The Path
Math Hath
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Back when
the earth was still cooling, back when I was a student at Harlem High, algebra
was a high school subject. Now they start the kids learning simple equations in
pre-school. Or near enough.
Up until
Algebra, I’d made A’s in math. Our algebra teacher was an aerospace engineer
the year the field was overbooked, clogged, with aerospace engineers and those
who could not follow that path, taught math.
Class
consisted of Mr. X, or was it Y, ordering us to memorize the equations and work
the problems. Then he gathered the boys in a circle at the front of the room
and talked sports until the bell rang.
I’m the type
of learner that wants to know why, to follow a to b to c to x. This man said,
“That is not important. Just memorize the equations and work the problems.”
I’d sit at
the dining table at home, brown paper grocery bags for scratch paper, penciled with
numbers run amok, until I’d get the right answer. And I could show how I
figured it out. But it wasn’t the way Mr. X+Y wanted. So I’d get my papers red-marked,
even with right answers.
When I’d
figure the answers to the problems my way, convert them to his way, all was
well, on daily assignments. Then came the dreaded tests. I didn’t have time to
figure, then convert. So I’d fail the tests. Didn’t matter that I had the right
answer and there was my figuring on the page to support the answer.
From then on
I was soured on math and avoided it when I could. I’m not saying the teacher
was wrong. Maybe further on in higher algebra there was a reason to do it his
way instead of the way I’d figured out how to do it on my own.
I am the
first to admit I had a certain amount of stubborn resistance going on. That
same stubborn resistance has landed me in quicksand, metaphorically speaking,
but has also come to my rescue in equal part. Using it as a tool, I’ve learned
how to do a lot of things.
Take sewing,
for instance. A similar situation happened back before I’d moved to Montana. I
was nine or ten, joined 4-H, a great organization, my only year.
We had to
make a fringed scarf and one other item I don’t recall. Grandma looked at the
directions, frowned, said, “Why do it that way when it is easier and just as
nice this way.” She showed me how. Made sense to me. Needless to say, I won no blue
ribbon.
Maybe it’s
all Grandma’s fault, my life, and all, even algebra.
Okay. Nice
try, but I know to own my own actions and reactions, dang.
Still on the
subject of sewing, when the pandemic hit, my wardrobe was showing signs of
wear, tear and shabbiness. I began to revise, revamp, rebuild and repurpose my
entire wardrobe.
I’m living a
pared down life. I have a simple portable home sewing machine and a dozen
spools of thread, scissors, the bare basics. I have no supply of fabrics, no
patterns. I am creative. Once I have an idea, can see it in my imagination, I
can usually figure out how to make it happen. You know, ab over c minus y
equals x. I’ve made clothing from sheets and shower curtains. You’d never
guess.
People know
I love to sew. Several neighbors bring me mending. They also bring me, well, let
Julie tell you. “Nancie gave me this piece of cotton. I’ll not use it. Maybe
you can do something with it.” Just when I wanted a new tablecloth, Julie
brought me that lovely curtain which made the tablecloth plus napkins.
Kathy
brought me a traditional Indian (India) outfit that a patient had given Dr.
Richard, her husband. I ripped the whole thing apart and created a lovely shirt
plus a set of handkerchiefs.
So the other
night lying in bed, I thought about a pair of jeans I’d bought online. I hate
shopping. I know better than to buy clothing online. I have to touch, to see,
to hold, to try on for fit. I dislike those pants.
That night I
could see those jeans reduced to strips of denim married to another piece of
fabric given me by Crinny a couple years ago, to have and to hold, I mean, to
create a lovely blouse. I can see it. I can do it. I’ll let you know if I get a
pass or fail. It’s all about math. Measure twice, cut once, I was taught.
Sondra
Ashton
HDN: Looking
out my back door
How can it
be March?
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